This is my BABY!!....and guess what!?!?!....It's a boy!! Just what Adam and I wanted!! He and I couldn't be more happier!!

This is a picture of my baby!!!...I had my dr. App. Today and when the doctor went to go listen to its heartbeat she thought she heard two, so she decided to do an ultrasound to make sure, but she only found one baby. Which if FINE with me!! It's only about an inch long and in this picture you can kind of make out its face and you can see its little arms!! I can't believe I have a baby growing inside me I'm so overwhelmed with Joy. I cried when i heard the heartbeat and I cried even more when I got to see it...My baby's very active it was moving all over the place. The doctor had problems getting a picture of it because it wouldn't sit still.

K for those of you who still use Xanga...I thought I'd let you in on some news.

Adam and I are expecting a Baby at the end of July!! We are both very excited and we can't wait for the baby to come. So far everything is going okay besides me having morning sickness all night and day, i could do without that. We're hoping everything will go alright with no complications. We get to hear the babies heart beat next week it will be our christmas present from the baby! Hopefully we won't hear two since twins run in my family....YIKES!!

I hope everyone has a happy holiday and a fantastic NEW YEAR!!

I got a new car last week!!!...Its a 2004 Grand Am and it only has 14,200 miles on it!!...My dad's boss' mom bought it last summer off the lot and only used it for a couple months. She got really sick and is in the hospital and this guy just wanted to get rid of it. My insurance company gave me 7,800 dollars for a car that I bought for only 4,000 dollars!!...and my dad's boss gave me this car for 6,000 dollars. I looked it up on that Kelly Blue Book site and its worth 12,000 dollars...WOW did I get a deal!!

Other than that schools stressful...I want to be done..I hate my professors..and I'm.not sure what classes i'm going to take next semester because I didn't get into the social work program because i had a 2.49 instead of a 2.5...what a load of crap!!! The only reason my gpa is that low is because of my knee I missed school because of surgery and physical therapy. AHHHH...I can't take any of the social work classes so that leaves me with nothing to take. My mom thinks i should take the semester off and work full time, but i dont' want to do that. I'm thinking i'll start to work on my psych major instead. I'll take all psych classes.

I've been busy with dance!!...I can dance again!!! I'm doing hip hop and belly dancing!!! Oh and I'm a MSUM cheerleader now so I'm busy with practice and games.

I'm not looking forward to the snow coming...I panicked the last time it snowed because I thought I was going to get into another car accident. But it all melted by the time morning came around...so the next time it snows i'm locking myself inside and not leaving...That or i'm running away to some place warm where it doesnt' snow. I'll miss sledding and having snow fights but I wont' have to worry about icy bridges and cars running into me.

I'm excited for halloween!!!...A bunch of my friends and I are going as a dodge ball team and then some of my other friends and I are going as characters from alice in wonderland...and I get to be Alice!!

K well I should go and attempt to do some homework.

  For those of you who don't know this already I was in a car accident wednesday morning involving 8 cars and one semi. My car is completely wrecked and theres no way they can fix it unless i want to spend three times the amount I bought the car for to fix it. I was injured in the accident nothing major just a cuncussion a few brusied ribs which hurt like hell and a really banged up knee. Today I went to go see my car for the first time since the accident and I broke down crying everything came rushing back to me. I kept thinking about  the accident over and over again and I panicked. I kept thinking about how i knew there was nothing i could to do stop it from happening it was out of my control and how i was screaming and praying to god that I'd be okay. It was scary and I never want to have to go through that ever again.

It doesn't look like much damage was done but there was. The drivers side door is jammed in and I was stuck inside the car. The windshield in shattered to pieces you can't really tell from the picture. The Axel is competely snapped in two and the dashboard is blownout beacuse of the airbags delpolying.  The whole frame of the car is messed up.

I'm just happy I could walk away from the accident with minor injuries and that no one else was hurt. Now i just need to find new car. My uncle is letting me drive his old van which is probably the hottest van i've ever seen...LOL...I'm just kidding but hey it works and it will get me to class and to work.